one which i chose to leave
and the other which i was told to leave..
haha. my love life..how great.

i'm sorry, anoy. all along i havent gave you an answer and left it hanging there. cos i was unsure of how i feel. i'm serious when i said i duno. now i know. i know i cant love anyone now. and that all these are jus wrong at this moment. perhaps i really need to take a break from all these. maybe a few years later i'll see hope in love again? haha. i duno. but i know right now, it's impossible le. i'm tired.

i'm really sorry. i know this hurts and no matter wad, it will. thanks for all that has happened in my life. i really thank you. i jus hope nothing much changes. i'm sorry dear. sorry.... i really hope you wont be too affected. jus know that no matter wad, as wad identity, i'm here:) really. i would still be more than willing to listen to you. afterall the past is the truth and will always be.

i'm sorry
really i mean it
dont know wad else to say but
"sorry"